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fuck. Im suppose to fucking get back normal I wanna be myself back so badly i wanna be the one smiling all day long, having fun. I skype with Abide friends everynight. Trying to make myself go so crazy and mad. I work for my aunt, i am working in IT fair soon. Im trying so hard to keep myself busy. I tried so hard to fucking forget what you did to me. I HAVENT HAD A RELATIONSHIP AFTER THAT. YOU KNOW THAT? HOW BADLY YOU HURT ME. FUCK IT YOU DONT. HALF A YEAR. I STILL REMEMBER ALL THOSE HURTFUL STUFFS. I TRIED E-DATING. KEPT MYSELF OCCUPIED WITH IT. Because of you - Kelly Clarkson. (because of you i try my hardest just to forget everything, because of you i dont know how to let anyone else in, because of you im ashame of my life. Im afraid.) nowadays i just cant help getting emotional at times. again. fuck. i drank. again. ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ |
ME;  Xiner, Pauline. 23/12/1993. RepublicPoly. REWIND; CHAT; |
